Why Insh'Alla..?

Los Angeles, California, United States
The phrase translates into English as "God willing" or "If it is God's will". I heard this a lot on this trip, and I said it a lot too. I brought the phase home with me and used it for a while in the UK. Sadly time drained the phrase out of my system and the meaning and spirituality of the phase was lost. But I did feel it for a while, and it was a good connection with an almost fatalistic approach to life. We need to have too much control in modern 'civilisation', it's nice sometimes to be able to be free of that and just let things happen 'as God wills it'...

6th August 2000 - 1st day (5:30pm)


'Pindi - where horse drawn carts share the road with cyclists and cars - note the taxi at far left - much time was to be spent in these in Gilgit.

'Interesting' town - all Pakistanis wear the Shalwar Qamis - I was going to buy one for traveling until I saw them - not my style! Saw my first mozzie and ran for the deet - not seen one since, room still smells of petrol or something - not nice! Looked at maps whilst drinking coke under the hotel shared seating area - smell of drains made me feel queezy. Re-confirmed flight which is good - booked van to Gilgit too.
Still worried about journey back - guess it will plague my trip!
17 hour drive to Gilgit - oh the joy! - an endurance test this!
My phone works! will call Helen later and hide the full horror!
Slowly starting to adjust to squalor - the toilet reminds me of Papillons cell but apparently we are lucky to have a normal bog and paper - public toilet at airport was a 'squatter' and a tap! washed my hands after that I can tell you!
Ate a really nice fresh mango - feeling much better - who knows what tonights food will do to me? Dreading having to travel with the shits!
Just phoned Helen - really lifted me up - miss her badly - looking forward to having had the adventure and getting home - should be wild!

Footnotes:
Paranoia about malaria in Pakistan had me taking anti malaria pills a few weeks before the trip and during some of the trip. I hardly saw a mozzie at all - even in the foothills by the water. No one else in the trip had taken malaria pills - I was the 'most prepared' (paranoid) with regards to that aspect.
Culture shock is clearly still evident - looking at the picture now the place looks fantastic - not the place of my ill formed first impressions

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